Hey guys,
So, lucky me, after a very, VERY long week, I had today off! I so enjoyed sleeping late, and just RELAXING. No school, no church events, just me, my bible, piano, and a coffee date with Adrienne, it was a pretty great day! It was definitely nice to have a break from constantly running from one event to the next, having about a million things running through my head, spreading myself very, VERY thin, and constantly being sleep deprived! The problem with me is that I love EVERYTHING that I'm a part of, I couldn't bear to give up any of my events, I enjoy my life being a balancing act, but as exhibited this week, one teeny tiny thing can put everything out of whack and send me spiraling into crazy amounts of stress and anxiety. There's no doubt about it, I am a multi-tasker, but I just need to get better at realizing my own limits, and realizing that it's ok to say no sometimes! Having ADHD, most of my days, my brain is going about a million miles per hour, so the more stuff I have to do, the BETTER I function(...for the most part...). I like to think of it as a treadmill, that's stuck on top speed, as the runner, you just figure that you have to move as fast as the treadmill, but what happens when you get tired? Well, you will probably fall down, looking like a crazed lunatic all the while, and the treadmill continues on.
<3 Always,
Rose
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